This morning I was struggling with trying to find clothes for work.
Lately I'm feeling very discouraged by my appearance.
It's starting to alter my moods and make me feel less social.
I know I need to change my eating habits...exercise....generally change my entire lifestyle......
and I haven't done a thing about it.
So my question is WHY??
Why am I doing NOTHING to fix this problem?
I hate feeling like a cow.
And this morning I actually used the word "repulsive."
Leevi does love me just that way I am....and my goodness that feels amazing.
But I don't love me just the way I am.
You are beautiful!!!!!!! I hate feeling the way you are and I hate that YOU are feeling that way about yourself. You are so lucky to have such a wonderful and supportive boyfriend like Leevi. Every time I read your facebook comments to each other it makes my teeth hurt it's SOOO sweet :) If I can help you in any way please let me know! :) We can def. work out together! :) As much as I dislike Zumba I will do it again for you :) Just let me know when!!! :) It's such a battle and I def. know how hard it can be. We can support each other love! :) It starts with baby steps! I love you!!!
ReplyDeleteAww we all have mornings/days like that. It sucks. Sometimes it's hard to find the motivation to make such simple changes. I just started Weight Watchers a few days ago, and just got back into the gym also. Sometimes the only reason they are hard is because our option is more fun or tastes better. I usually get my motivation from knowing how I feel after I workout. At that moment I feel like I really accomplished something.
ReplyDeleteGood luck! If you need any help let me know!